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Monday, November 24, 2008
drained out
8:37 PM it is just monday and i'm already very very tired. it feels like the end of the week rather than the beginning. i am getting moodier each day. no one notice it except abang. he will worry and wonder whats wrong and my standard answer to him is nothing. it is not that i dont want to share. but i just feel numb inside me. my heart seems to be worn out. i mean its physically tired. sch is making me hate life. too much work to do in a short time period. like i say b4, if i feel stress i will not do anythg. i'll run away from it. i wonder how ppl could cope with poly life. they must be damn smart. like some of my classmates. i wonder how they manage their time. i cant seem to do well in managing it lah. damn frustrating. i know is i can manage it well i wont feel so stress. but i'm not like that. i keep wanting to run away and jus have fun. i wish i was a rich girl who has the alot alot of money and dont have to worry bout studies. lol!! keep dreaming lah... today nothing much happen. did our biz stat presentation today and hui yin had to present. she did a great job in presenting!! u go girl!! after that did our OB project that has to be pass up tmr. didnt take alot of time. wanted to continue on but i guess we were too tired. i understand u guys. =) abang came to the free access lab to see me. so sweet of him. he played his game while i was doing my project. after i was done with the project he still continue playing. what a bummer. then i suggested we play game together. i had fun but it didnt lasted. he had to go by 3. and i was sad. didnt feel the time we spent together was enuff. it was never enuff. that is when abang was worried again. he think i dont love him no more. OF COS NOT!!!! aigoooo abang, i'm no longer the strong nadirah u knew in secondary days, i've changed alot. i hope your love to me nvr fades. i still love you maybe even more than b4. =) hope to see you tmr i think i'm getting skinny. even Has said that. you see i soo stress lah.. even pimples are coming out!!! ARRRGGHHHH!!!!! maybe i shld learn this dance b4 mirotic. if i ever find the time . . . . . |
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