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nothing much happen today. lesson as boring as ever. i would always feel like sleeping during biz stats lecture. haha but after that i would wake up bcos of all the examples that was needed to do. meet with abang during my break. he looks relax. but i know deep down he is worried. he told me he didnt study for his test. aigoooo how to pass . . . .

adam is sick. pity him. he look so sad. wish i could take the pain from him. he look so small and get sick easily. adam!! pass me your fever! dont like to see u sick, give kakak your sickness. i want to see u running around. get well soon ya!

ok u guys shld watch this videos!!! damn nice lahhh

first:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHSfzhp7nos
junsu oppa has the best voice ever!!! =)

second: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqH_XVChyKY
these girls are pro man!! i wish i could pop like them!

third: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FyHi5PXI6bk
too adorable lah, baby wonder girls hehehehe

fourth: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJW1gzB7rds
this girl is damn funny lah. unique in her own way of singing

enjoy watching the video. do watch it!! ^^

it is just monday and i'm already very very tired. it feels like the end of the week rather than the beginning. i am getting moodier each day. no one notice it except abang. he will worry and wonder whats wrong and my standard answer to him is nothing.

it is not that i dont want to share. but i just feel numb inside me. my heart seems to be worn out. i mean its physically tired. sch is making me hate life. too much work to do in a short time period. like i say b4, if i feel stress i will not do anythg. i'll run away from it.

i wonder how ppl could cope with poly life. they must be damn smart. like some of my classmates. i wonder how they manage their time. i cant seem to do well in managing it lah. damn frustrating. i know is i can manage it well i wont feel so stress. but i'm not like that.

i keep wanting to run away and jus have fun. i wish i was a rich girl who has the alot alot of money and dont have to worry bout studies. lol!! keep dreaming lah...

today nothing much happen. did our biz stat presentation today and hui yin had to present. she did a great job in presenting!! u go girl!! after that did our OB project that has to be pass up tmr. didnt take alot of time. wanted to continue on but i guess we were too tired. i understand u guys. =)

abang came to the free access lab to see me. so sweet of him. he played his game while i was doing my project. after i was done with the project he still continue playing. what a bummer. then i suggested we play game together. i had fun but it didnt lasted. he had to go by 3. and i was sad. didnt feel the time we spent together was enuff. it was never enuff. that is when abang was worried again. he think i dont love him no more. OF COS NOT!!!!

aigoooo abang, i'm no longer the strong nadirah u knew in secondary days, i've changed alot. i hope your love to me nvr fades. i still love you maybe even more than b4. =) hope to see you tmr

i think i'm getting skinny. even Has said that. you see i soo stress lah.. even pimples are coming out!!! ARRRGGHHHH!!!!!




maybe i shld learn this dance b4 mirotic. if i ever find the time . . . . .

i dont know whats happening. life is becoming harder n harder. i dont know how to live it anymore. i feel like i'm being drag everyday by this invisible rope. the only thing that keep me going on is my abang n my beloved friends.

sch is too difficult. cant stand the stress. n when i'm stress i'll tend to just not do annythg. i have not done any tutorials yet. wanted to do biz stats but i dont understand. it makes me hate it even more. i feel poly is not for me. its too stressful. my parents dont see it. haishhh. they think i'm doing fine.

i keep dreaming to go to korea. nvr know if it wld happen. i need money. thats the other prob. living in sg is sucha drag. u need money to move ard. everythg got to do with money. cant life be sooo simple??

went out today with abang. when to the NTO office. one was cloased so went to the sg visitor centre. after that we went to cathay cineplax. watched beverly hills chihuahua. haha damn funny lah. had fun with him today. but he need to go early. was so sad. tot i had time to talk n have fun. but...

time passes by too fast. i don't like it. what to do...

i wish i wish with all my my heart that life could go by like the wind breeze . . . . . . . .



would love to dance like her!! so u guys wait for my video of this dance ahhh hehehe

haha i have nothing to do today jus tot of uploading this. yes i dance for fun n i dun have great moves. i wish i do have one. i keep repeating dance step. this is for ur entertainment but dun laugh too much ahh i can here u.. =)

today went to sch n Has didnt come. Aisha was late. so i played this dressup rush n hui yin like it too!! haha funny sia..

sad that i cant go to the big bang meeting. damn man..

bored lahhh no mood to do anythg n i'm missing my baby!!! haha guess who?? >.<

okay ppl, i get it. i dont update n dont blog that much. it has been months that i dont update properly. as the last post my friends were just too bored and what to help me blog. but it was so crappy. hey guys no one even bothered to reply u ppl lah. lol



okay i've been tagged by two ppl to do this. so being such a nice girl, i'll do it. *smiles innocently*



1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!



10 weird things/habits/little known facts about ME!!!



1. I spread my leg so wide at home while sitting down which looks so horrible.
2. When i dig my nose at home, i dig like i'm lovin it (get my drift? lol)
3. When i hate that person, i'll talk bad about them n i dont even give them chances. JUST HATE them
4. I just love cute guys(Malay or Chinese i dont mind). My defination of cute is when a guy can carry having a long hair and dorky specs =)
5. I just love guys who are tall n they wear fitting pants/jeans!!! like jaejoong n changmin oppa =)
6. I day dream sometimes that i get to meet Choi Seung Hyun and Youngwoong Jaejoong and got kisses n hugs from them =)
7. I badly miss my best friend that is faizzah and kuss!!!
8. I tend to make ppl mad easily especailly my boyfriend.
9. I so love babies, and cant wait to have one >.<
10. i have this dirt little secret and i cant tell anyone; ssshhhhhh ;)

i dont have alot of frens so wont be tagging anyone =)

i fought alot with abang. even asked for a break up. crazy me. haha i just want to run away from problems. hate facing them n hate making ppl worry. ppl dont understand the way i think. especially abang. but of cos i still love him so so much. i'll be lost w/o him. *shakes head* is that what happen when u love someone so dearly??


Here are some photos taken during this month:

-CCN Day










These were the 1st few photos taken huiyin ah u dunno how to tak picture issit?? cut ur own face >.<




This is the airbursh tatto on my left arm



Hello everyone!! Haslindah here!

Wlao Chip2 DAMN KAYPOH WANNA SEE SEE. Faster lah come up with qould you rather questions! Kay people answer this question and post your answers at the tagboard kay?
If not I curse your neh neh one size A cup and the other side Z cup. Serious kedoodles.

Would you rather eat a slice of shitcake with ringworms or drink a cup full of cum with bits of curly hairs inside with dandruff and hairlice? (kutu)
answer ah.. dont shy shy.. cannot take out anything from the cake or cum.



YOYO Huiyin in the house! I am going to dedicate a paragraph to myself! MWAHAHAHA we are currently with chipchip the chipskate LOL kidding and we are playing the game "Would you Rather!!!" Wanna play i know you wanna play HAHAHA it is so funny!!!! Damn fun man! I am so random and it is so funny WAHAHAHA i am actually helping chip to blog here because she is so lazy, maybe this will make her wanna update!











u guys just dont mind my frens. they are just being random, since i dont update my blog this is jus for fun!! hahaha!! =) KAY BYEBYEBEYBYEBYE

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My name is Nadirah but better known as Dirah. Some people also call me ChipChip or just Smallgirl. Currently 20. School. Lurves watching videos, crapping, reading.








His name is Hanafi but better known as Afi. Some people also call him Napi or just Fi. Currently 20. School. We've been together since.... forever. ^^