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again i have nothing much to say, thats why i dont blog that much. its always like this, i have opened so many blogs before and i close it after some time as i do not do anything. i hope it doesnt happen again.

after sch is closed, i am more bored as the month of ramadhan is here. fasting month. been doing ok but so bored. today is the last day and tmr is the syawal month where we celebrate hari raya. its a day where everybody is happy. however like every other hari raya, mine is not happy. i wonder how many years has it been like this. yet again my parents fought, me n sis wont be celebrating it. we r not going out to visit relatives as what had been said by my father. i wonder why small things are made big by him. i think he is sick some where. really i really do feel that way, i didnt do anything wrong n he say i did, giving him a sour face. i know u might say that he is stress at work n stuffs but u have to know how to handle it. he just cant.

now it makes me wonder if marriage is a happy thing. i do see happy days, but when "sad" days come it is really depressing and tiring. the heart cant take the hurt. hurt so much. i know i'm just thinking to much. but its just me. life is like that. i'm scared to get married. dont ask me why. but it is a scary thing.

my mum asked adam mum how long are we babysitting him, and guess what she said. she hope that my mum can take care of adam for a few more years. yeah years man!!! haha so happy to hear. it makes me happy as adam is someone who just know hows to play but sometimes very annoying but he makes me smile. i really hope my mum would still be taking care of adam. yet again my father is making a big fuss abt it. he said that taking care of adam is ok but my mum is not helping. financially. he said that he cant be paying everything by himself. what a bummer. such a loser. he always come back hm after he finish his work and that is at ard 1 plus just to see adam. and he says that. sickening lah. what the hell.

so the moral of my story is, life is not fair. yeah who says its fair. tmr hari raya wld be a gloomy day for me. so whatever, anyway selamat hari raya to my muslim friends, hope u have a nice day and i ask for forgiveness for all my wrong doings.

cau!!!

have not been updating that much. the blog is jus collecting dust. haha well i cant be bothered actually. so tired n dont know what to type abt actually. anyway i got a laptop at last. acer extensa 4620Z. may not be the lastest model but i'm lovin' it. now i can do any project work without hassle. not have to depend on anyone.

my exam results was a let down. didnt know it would turn out that badly. haishhh. 1 A, 2 B and 2 C; and a gpa of 2.9. bummer. i'm targeting to get 3 n above. i guess now it would be difficult. easy for ppl to say try harder next time. they just dont get it. i cried. what to do, i just cried lah. haishhh. i'm so sad lah. y ppl can do better i cant. its frustrating u know. =(

went out with faizzah and her cousins(yana and wani) yesterday. miss going out with girlfriends. they talk crap n just make u laugh. haishh. but adilah cldnt make it. long time nvr see her. i miss all my friend. anyway we went n break fast at Qiji. ate nasi lemak, it was ok but the popiah was nice. i'll buy it again one day. hehe but i've been craving to eat otah-otah but the one at Qiji was not that nice. but i ate it anyway. after that we took pictures. haha faizzah loves to take pictures, i wonder y. i dont like it that much bcos i dont look nice in photos.hahaha. but for the fun of it i took with them. after eating went to mondo to serach for hari raya shoes for wani. after she bought one i met my abg n they went to geylang. wanted to follow them but... its ok. i guess next time.

adam is going to leave soon. what i mean is the 4 months of taking care of him is up. so fast. i've grown attached to him. dunno what i'll do without him. hmm. miss him so so much. dat day we took him to geylang. he was running all ard. turning bumping into ppl. haha what joy to see him like that. so cute!!!!!!

adam i'm gonna miss u so so so much!!!!!!

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