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life still needs to go on
even though how bad it gets
there is pain involve
its difficult to explain
how to
when the heart is hard as a rock
don't worry
life still goes on.....

what a stressful week i had. didnt do some tutorial qns. not listening well during lectures. always wanna sleep!!! what the hell is happening to me!! school is making me so tired. not sure why. i jus need to sit and absorb. n y am i complaining?? maybe i'm jus the typical human being who likes to complain.

project deadline are coming near. two deadline next week. on wednesday and on friday. oh man i hope all of this end very fast. sooo stress about it. n i have exactly 9 days to do my CSA project n me n my grp have not even start anythg!!! *slaps head* where to find time?? arrgghhhhhhhh!!! there is financial accounting class test on tuesday 6.30pm-7.30pm! u ask me to do test in the evening? u crazy ahh?? tired already n still must do project. jus shoot me!

having "off and on" days with my abang. i jus cant stay happy with him for the whole day n would make the day end badly. haishh. he sometimes dont understand. n i dont understand him sometimes too. *shakes head* what am i to do?? sch is making me so unhappy n the stress the tiredness and all jus making me feel down n down n down.

eun neul is not having a great time too. i wish i could be there for her. as her bestfriend i really want to help as much as i can. but for now i have too many sch work to deal with. i'm so sorry. but i will try to find time! so u jus col n msg me. i'll be willing to listen n help. hyung is sorry for both of us but we need to be strong ya!!! come on, hwaiting!

have not been eating much too. dunno y. but wen i do want to eat i feel so hungry. haha so weird. i need money badly. need to make my ezlink card, pay class tshirt, n also shopping(haha even though thats not important)

it cuts the heart into pieces
it hurts really bad
why not jus end it
sometimes there are reasons for it
but there is no where to go
jus sitting there alone
crying n crying
u can only hear the heartbreaking

so well nothing much has changed since the last entry. on the 3rd july was my mum birthday!! hehe bought her some prezzie. sandals n braclet. glad that she liked it. went to bedok corner to eat. brought along adam. yeaaa it was fun taking care of adam. he is soooo noti!! want to run around n pick up stuffs. i'm such a small girl n i like to carry him. u can know how tired i was! but it was a happy tired. den we sent adam home. went in his house 4 a while. wahhh he has lots lots of toys!! haha he likes elmo. so cute. his elmo can sing. there we lots of picture of him on the wall too!! since he was born till now. ^^

as for school. projects are coming. and deadlines are near. all the projects are half way done n in progress. so tired to do projects!! i'm getting lazy now. not doing my tutorial qns is jus so not me. haha but i have not been doing them. y soo lazy?? i wonder. sch is really making me tired even though i dont do much. i jus sit listen and absorb! *shakes head* hahaha i'm jus so weird. i wore a long skirt on thursday. haha i look femine i guess. that was wad i heard from ppl. haha dat time was the panty hose n now long skirt. wats next?? hahaha we jus have to wait n see

i'm missing my best friend!!! kuss kuss ware r u?? cant we go out n crap like b4? time is going on too fast. it jus feels like i knew u yesterday!! n having fun with u at ITE. miss ite too!! i wonder how is haseena n halimatus. kuss, want to make a class gathering?? but i wonder if the othas would want to.. well if u have time do msg call or see me!!! =)

missing my other bestie too. faizzah its been such a long time i havent seen u!!! how r u?? how is ur project going on?? i didnt msg u to go out 4 lunch bcos these days i dont eat. n i'm scared that u r busy mahh. haha do beep me wen u r free!! ^^

i'm sorry to my abang. been really cold towards him. been saying yes no nothing to him. not making any convo. so sorry. its just the PMS n i jus hate it when we dun have time 4 each otha. both are busy with sch n u busy with work. hate it wen ur sick n i cant help. i was acting weird to u since saturday bcos i jus feel that u have alot going on with u n i dun. u may not understand. its jus that sometimes i feel depressed. n even though i talk to u abt adam, n it seems that i am very happy(yes i am happy)but its not the same. i wish adam was u. =(

life is difficult
you just have to face it and be stronger
love is so hurtful at times
you just have to hold it in and hope it goes away
i wonder how long it can last
but i hope the feeling wont be so hurtful
i want happy feelings ahead
i really do
i hope i can wait for you

more of adam photo! damn cute i tell u want to kiss n kiss him only!! hehe















posing hahaha!!



look at his teeth!! so cute



haha look at the eyes; so big!



my favourite pic!! ^^

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My name is Nadirah but better known as Dirah. Some people also call me ChipChip or just Smallgirl. Currently 20. School. Lurves watching videos, crapping, reading.








His name is Hanafi but better known as Afi. Some people also call him Napi or just Fi. Currently 20. School. We've been together since.... forever. ^^