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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
poly scares me
9:41 AM didnt care any less to update the blog. i feel so tired since sch started. maybe i'm mentally not ready yet. i feel that things are going too fast and i cant catch up. now i understand why ppl say poly is different. it does feel so different. i have to be independent. i'm responsible for my own doings. i didnt even do my tutorial hwk. my classmates did. that made me soo scared. during POM lesson yest the class rep was praised saying that her answer was A+ material. i was like what the.... my english is soo bad. i'm scared that i cant score. i'm scared that i cant answer qns correctly. ya making mistakes is gd so u learn from it. but i jus have no confidence. i need to read n revise everyday after sch. but i cant. its not a habit i did in ite. its so difficult for me now. i so wish now that i didnt get to study in poly. ya stupid me i shld be thankful, i know. i'm jus so down n sad. jus now i jus log on to vbus. i have a research to do already and have to be passed up by this friday. jeez. too fast. i'm planning to do it on thursday since there is no sch. but how to research. i dont know where to start. *shakes head* i'm having such a hard time. my classmates all seem so smart. they answer qns so chim. its like they know everythg. i want to do my best too. but i have no confidence. so scared feel like crying. ppl ard me dont understand. yea u ppl give me advices, but u dont know how i feel inside. i feel so alone. i wish u r here with me dongsaeng. u always motivate me and give me support when i'm down. we cld study together and do stuffs together. but now i have to be independent n i'm scared. yea i'm using the word scared so much. bcos i really am. can i cope for 3 years? can i tahan and do my best? i'm having doubts. *crys* |
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