being in love

one week and two days before exams are here!!!
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not ready for auditing!!
how how???
its ok
i tink i can do it
hwaiting!!

listen to 96.3fm for the last two days
quite nice
k-time
hehe only 9 to 11 pm
the dj talk so cute n funny
korean mah
hahaha
i want to request big bang song ah
hahaha
den den the station teach korean community here to speak english n mandarin
hahaha
so funny
i joined it too!!

got to meet u today n yest
so happy!!!
played arcade again yest
bang bang shoot the zombie!!
hehe
so fun
den played soccer
oso fun!!!

cant wait for sch to end!!
hurry up!!!
hehehe

eza lets meet ya!!!
cant wait to see you
hey u wanna rebond ur hair
i want to cut my hair
hehe

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

i'm happy i'm happy 8:15 PM

yea yea!!
today was so draggy at sch
keep doing mistakes during accounting lesson
den auditing lesson was sooooo sleepy!!!
mrs sim u sooo boring
well maybe not u maybe the subject itself too many thgs to memorise

today meet u again!!
i sooo happy
we ate at food culture
i ate chicken black pepper with noodles
soo nice
dongsaeng lets go eat that n u try it
den u eat ban mian
wahhhh the soup soo delicious!!!
hehe
wen i'm full i'm happy
but sleepy too
haha

den we tok n played games
hehe so fun
now i miss you

gd luck 4 ur last exam
do well ya!!
hwaiting
^^

Monday, February 25, 2008

made me sad 4 nothing 9:37 PM

F***K

MADE MY DAY WORST

WHY???

DID I DO ANYTHG WRONG??

AKU NIE APE?

PEREMPUAN TKDE MARUAH PE??

AKU TAHU AKU TAK SEMPURNA

BUT WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, February 24, 2008

BIG BANG 6:33 PM

yea yea yea
nothing much happen last few days
went out today!!
to get my big bang pouch
hehehe ^^

damn happy
at last i own smth from big bang
haha
call me crazy i dun care
cos i LOVE BIG BANG
haha

after that when back hm
cooked tom yam soup
yumyum
hehehe

tmr sch cant wait
cant wait for everythg to end!!

i wanna go poly
hahaha

but will i ever get freedom??
jus hope its a happy ending

(front view)

(Back View)

(heart-like zipper;one side silver)

(heart-like zipper;one side red)

(has 3 comparments)

Thursday, February 21, 2008

sad 9:37 PM

what a day

went out to see him

i was happy

but for awhile only

the phone kept ringing

made me mad

he didnt know

made myself sleepy

damn it

was happy when we play at arcade

so funny

played shooting zombie game

played spot the difference game

hmmm

lasted for awhile

didnt smile at him when i went back

haish

now have to wait till monday

damn

went back hm and slept for awhile

too mad n sad

den ate n watch tv

now playing the comp

he still not msging

WTH

watching american idol later

caus

do i look like her abit?? hahahaha

(Yoo Bin; My fav girl in Wondergirls)

(well actually puffed up my cheeck trying to look chubby; hahaha)

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

dots... 9:18 PM

oh man what a day i had today

Ms Tan was going to fast when she was teaching

HEADACHE!!!!

its like i was trying to remember how to do

she was like zoom do this zoom do that

aigooo...

all bcos someone gave her a bad comment abt her

and she goes who is the person?

eugene find the murderer

haha

cher u so paranoid

How????!!!

Exams coming and i'm still not studying

So relax

eugene carried my bag tooday

exchange for a while

haha n he carried my bag

haha so funny

n Ms Tan believed that it was my bag

then she was asking why my bag with eugene

hahaha

didnt she realise that eugene had been using the orange bag??

during lesson i tink eugene bag was in the way

n she was like nadirah can i put ur bag away

hahaha

n eugene was like kidding ard nadirah can i take mp3 from your bag?

hahaha

went for a stupid job interview yesterday

lucky kuss accompanied me

she told me her story

and it seems familiar to when i went for the interview

dont want to get con

stupid people

now i feel like graduating soon

haha

cant wait to get out from ITE

hehe

its not that i dont like it

its jus that...

i dunno

hahaha

i'll miss my noisy class

Lame eugene

seeing mood spoilers

hahaha

gossip abt them

hehehe

miss my funny teacher

Ms Tan i'll make u proud!!

^^ LMAO

i wish i have lots of money

do what i want to do

buy what i want to buy

hehe

but i'm lazy to work

eugene here's your photo again i took today

kinda blur bcos i zoom

Saturday, February 16, 2008

ready or not 3:20 PM

its saturday n its sooo boring
my life has become duller
no more fun
i dun tink i smile much these days

exams is coming n i have not study yet
whats happening to me??
am i ready for poly?

i feel so sad
my best friend is having a tough time
and i wish i could help her
i jus feel her hurt
*sobs*

argghhhh
i dun even have friends
haha
feel so lonely
lucky i have him

exams
exams
exams
help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'll go crazy

what do ppl see when they look at me???
everywhere i go ppl keep looking at me one kind
even my mum notice it
why??
whats wrong wif me??

my head is going blank
i dun even know what to do
i know i shld study
i can't

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, February 15, 2008

friday is here 8:28 PM

at last its friday

well actually its not like a long wait

time goes so fast these days

today in class(accounting) was very noisy

many ppl shouting; calling for teacher n frens

"cher, print now ah??

cher, how to do??

where to go??

cher, come here..

cher, mark for me

cher what shld i do??

farahiza how to do?

eqa where to go?

i cannot print mine

help me"

hahaha

so many things u can hear

so fast n noisy

auditing was boring

sian

then after sch follow matus n seena eat at KFC

they wanted to do their cdp project

i jus followed to pass time

went to met him today

so happy

but he is abit irritating

making jokes when i'm hungry n tired

with stomach cramps

aigoooo

spent time at MAC

i took eugene photo in class jus now

haha

he is sooo irritating in class

eugene here is your photo

told u to take a look at my blog rite??

hahaha

(took it when i called his name, n he turned; u tink cute ah u do liddat??)

(took it when he wasn't looking)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

cramps 9:08 PM

having cramps and this time its so painful
hate it
why cant it be painless n less stressful for me

i've submitted my application for poly
1st-TP accounting and finance
2nd-TP hospitality and tourism management
3rd-TP financial business informatics (i dunno wad the hell is it)
4th-NP accountacy
5th-SP accountancy

hahaha
i actually choose 3 den i scared i dun get it i suay
i badly wanna do accounting
dun wanna do smth i'm not use to
n i wanna go TP!!!
oh pls let me get in
*pray hard*

i'm still sick
keep coughing
n i'm tired of it
makes me wanna vomit

he is sick too
not fully well
hope to see u tmr

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

feeling sick 9:50 PM

i was sick yesterday
didnt went to school
felt so tired n miserable
she came to my hse n pass me hwk papers
i guess she was ready to tok to me

today i am still sick
keep coughing
was so tiring
haha
tired of coughing
she tok to me today
she even ask me to eat together
i guess she is ok already
thank god
if not i wld feel weird
but now i'll try to beware of what i'll say

so tired of sch
exams are coming
but i dun feel it
i am jus so tired

tmr is application for poly
TP is my choice
my only choice
haha
hope to get it
*prays hard*

still didnt meet u
u still sound sick
y??
hmm get well soon

Monday, February 11, 2008

back from KL 8:33 PM

back from KL yesterday morning
went shopping n got lots of clothes
yeah!!
but now i'm sick
flu n cough
hate when that happens

went to sch today
so lonely
she is not talking to me
its ok.. i'll wait
my fault anyway

got headaches
walk back hm from sch slowly
feel so down

didnt get to meet him
he is sick too
wanted to tells lots abt my trip
the good and bad
hmmm
have to wait i guess

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

i feel down 6:30 PM

huh?
u said i hurt u??
funny huh?
guess what u had done to me?
did u know?
i guess u didnt
u know y??
cos i forgive n forget
u say i dun understand
well i'm trying
there must be reasons y i did stuffs to u
did u ever ask?
did u know i had cried for u
did u know?
cos i didnt need to tell
cos i forgive n forget
i try to understand
u know y i forgive n forget
cos i owe u lots
i know where i stand
cos i treasure u
n guess what
i'm not perfect
so sorry bout that

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

i am sorry 9:31 PM

i know i'm not a good friend
thats why i dont have alot of friends
i thought you were ok
i guessed wrong
i'm sorry
*lower head*

Saturday, February 2, 2008

TOP 11:02 AM

i want to wear this for graduation day.. nice???

hehe.. but ware shld i buy it; wif my size??

well i'm bored n have nothing to do..

today i'm going out wif u!! YEAH!!

cant wait.. hehehe

well i dun have much to say so i'll jus upload some big bang photos..

hehehe =D

(dongsaeng look at TOP face!! *lol*)

(i jus love their cartoon pics; so cute!!)

(i love his long hair; adore the spec so much!!)

Friday, February 1, 2008

tired 8:16 PM

haishhh.. what a day today..
rain so heavy.. didnt get to meet u.. =(
hmm.. when i reached hm i slept.. haha
den woke up and bathe n watch kinship
stupid show!! make me so angry watching it..
hahaha
i very emotional mah..
today at sch nothing much happen
i got 85 for the stupid CA.. hahaha
= / nothing much to say..
dongsaeng not working anymore
that is so great.. can go sch together now..
i want to eat ramen ten..
hehehe
very nice but expensive.. how...??
hmmm...
when will i work..
i dunno what type of work suits me the best
i'm such a lazy person..
i'm hungry now!!
hahaha.. i want to eat nice food..
when do i get to see big bang???
soo saddd...

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