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stupid CA paper
so difficult
actually not difficult.. i jus dun understand the bad debts!!
watever.. its so yesterday.. haha
today nothing much happen..
seena didnt cum..
sch was dull
learnt new topic
came in late for class
but i was happy cos dongsaeng its not working anymore!
YEAH!!
hehehe
i'm liking big bang all over again!! esp TOP!!
hehe
n matus overheard "bapok" talking abt big bang!!!
NO!!!!!!
u cant like big bang!!!
its onli for me n dongsaeng!!!
shit lah..
*cry*
why??!!
go like someone else!!
daesung is dongsaeng's n TOP is mine!!
hahaha
i'm crazy right??
but hu cares..

BIG BANG IS GREAT!!




(look at GD hair n TOP goggles??; so cool)









b-i-g BANG BANG
hahaha
i'm back after such a long time from the last post..
my napha was hell!!! hahaha
my 5 stations was ok.. but my 2.4 run was *shakes head*
i feel like dying!! hahaha
the next day i had cramps all over..
esp my leg.. cant even sit or stand w/o saying "ahhahh"
hehehe
well nothing much happen
keep doing revision for accounts.. my CA tmr
haishh
i still not sure where to go after ite.. hmmm..
i feel like i am slacking.. but i dunno
jus no mood..
anyway i'm buying big bang tshirts!! yea!!! hehehe
cant wait to have it!!
YESS!!! but i wish big bang will come to SG one day.. haishh
i feel like eating donuts these days..
or anythg pastries.. hehehe
i wish i wont go fat..
i jus wanna grow taller.. hehehe
^^ i'm back to myslef now..
glad the PMS is gone..

today napfa!!!!!!!!!
arghhh!! i scared i cant do it!!
i wanna pass..
hahaha
well i'm feeling much better now
guess the PMS is gone
at last!!
hahahaha
well i've got nothing much to say
stupid day yesterday!!
mrt broke down
took the f***king bus!!
old ppl wanna squeeze in
the bus is like full!!
cant they see??
aigooo
hate to take the bus to sch
well i'm hungry now
have not bathe yet..
hmm..
today will be a hot n tiring day
=(
well see this dun they kinda look alike?
same eyes n smile!!
hehe
on the left in son ho young n the right adam chen!! ^^
today adam chen in maggi n me!! must watch.. hehe





u've said sorry; i've said sorry
but i still feel the same
i guess it cant be the same anymore
maybe i'm having PMS.. but i dunno..
i still feel pain..
i dunno..
i jus feel like u dont need me
ur too busy
i understand but my hearts doesnt
=((
tmr is gonna be monday..
i dun feel like seeing u
=((
dun feel like going to sch either
NAPFA is on tues n i guess i'm gonna fail
damn it
can i graduate??
fuuuhhhh
i wish i was in sec sch now..
i dun like wads happening to me
i miss u faizzah!!! =((
i dun feel happy
haish..
eun neul ahh... i cant stand up right now
i jus cant
wen will i stop feeling dis way...
*wonders*

damn it
why must today episode of kinship be so sad
i'm emotional enuff
n i had to watch smth that wld make me cry all over again
haish..
i'm bored
no one is at hm
my mum didnt cook
i have not eaten except for bread for the whole day
sad huh??
yea thats how my life is now..
sad..
=((

=......((
i'm crying one litre of tears
it jus wont stop
am i lacking??
what do u want??
i dont get it
am i that terrible
u nvr did understand me
u did not know i took care of every single detail
but u dont
i didnt mind
but now i'm having PMS n its not making me feel better
u say i cant comfort u??
i dunno but i tot i did
i cant stand it.. my heart hurts so much
i dun feel like seeing u no more
but dats y i'm saying now
i'm too emotional n u cant try to understand
ur not the same anymore
i cant rely on u no more
i hav to rely on myself from now onwards
eugene sorry i col u bullier
i'm sorry
i'm jus not perfect
i'm sorry
i need someone to hug me!!
damn it!!! =...((((

life is getting duller n sadder
with u not making me happy n cant do anythg
its been going on for 2 days
i'm having stupid PMS
cant control the emotions
i'm trying to understand but my feeling jus dun
damn..
6 days.. damn dats long.. gotta wait till monday
n its gonna be a long wait n a short meeting
time is going to fast
i tink i dun have time to know myself better to grow up
i want to be a kid
jeez.. life's jus unfair
bluek!!!
went to the hospital to check my eye
lucky nothing.. jus dat the doc say my eye has some sort..
became a rugby ball shape.. not round.. hahaha
so funny
haish.. i dun feel like studying no more..
i dun wanna work
i wanna talk play n love
hahahha
haish...
big bang is not here
wad to do.. i'm like waiting 4 smth dat i wont get to see..
life is unfair =((

its monday again..
n it keeps raining..
haish.. lifes the same..
but i tink i'm in love all over again..
hahaha i didnt know that cld happen ^^
i pray dat my love ones and me are always happy and healthy
nothing is gonna bother me no more..
cos i know i have u to rely on.. =)
hmmm..
donsaeng ah...
HWAITING!! hyung believe in u!!
hehehe =D
i'm full of smiles dis days..
thank god for that
sch is still the same..
dongsaeng n bullier talk abt my tell me dance..
i was not that happy cos they make fun
but what the hell; i'm happy so i wont be bothered by it..
i know at least i cld dance.. hehehe
i've got only one thg left to say
SARANGHAEYO!! hehehe ^^

hahaha its me dancing to tell me by wondergirls. i recorded it tru my hp and using this media converter to convert it to wmv; so i cldnt get rid of that trial 'sentence thingy' hahaha.. dun laugh too much watching it. its my first try ^^ hehehe

its thursday already. dats like so fast.
i have no sch today!! so fun but boring!
i have to cook n clean the hse later. wad a bore.
dongsaeng didnt cum yesterday.
get well soon ya!!
n i'm not angry. stop calling urself an asshole.
hmmm..
its scary tinkin of the future..
again i'm tinkin too much.
god help me
i'm such a bad person n ppl dun know..
You only do =(
my dad has a toothache n went to the dentist
cant believe it cost $180!!
wahhh.. jus like dat 180 gone
hmmm..
nothing much quite happen for the last few days
jus went to sch n study
my class is still noisy n my teacher keeps repeating
damn irritating
jeez.. at least i cld still study
now i'm hungry n have not yet took a shower..
oh man..
now i wish i have sch on thursday
bluek!
bigbang
cant u come to singapore???
u do have fans here!!!
like me!!!!!!!!
jeez i sound so pathetic
dongsaeng ah.. i still dun have enuff money!!
y am i so lazy..
*shakes head*
do ppl find me irritating??
i feel i do sound irritating..
oh man..
i want to eat so much this days..
jus plain lazy
maybe dats y i'm like dis
ha ha
wen i'm lazy i sleep
n dis is how i look like
my sis took her own pic n i'm at the backgrd slping
dun i look in peace??
hahaha

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